Friday, February 29, 2008

Stalked from Afar

...On my half an hour of break from barista-ing.

Today is an awkward work day. This whole food service-bidding is screwing up my working experience. Big wigs crouching from afar...awaiting for the pitcher of milk to drop from my hands...one false move and we're out. Done, out and GONE!
The show must go on, even without Sodexho! Let us hope for the best...
It's so sunny out! Mr. Sun is especially kind to his grand kids today =)

What size would you like today? Small, Medium, Large?
BIG!

Time to return to terror....

Cabbage Wabbage

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Guess what? It's the Mid-term!

So...6 weeks of school has passed. And summer plans are beginning to arise.
Apartment search for year 2008-2009 has not been going as smooth as I would like it to be.

What are the things to consider in an apartment for a college student?
1) Reasonable price a.k.a. CHEAP
2) Clean
3) Strategic Location
4) Spacious

Oh..mama
At times like this, I wish my parents were still around.

Midterms and papers are flying all over the place. It's rather beautiful I must say...NOT!

My recital's coming up. April 3rd, mark your calendars!!!

Back to work.
Have a great rest of the week.

Cabbage Wabbage

Sunday, February 24, 2008

Homesick...

Grouchiness.
You know in your head that you really should be working on your project or some sort of assignment right now, but you're feeling way too grouchy and whiny to get the assignment out of your backpack.
That feeling of negativity. Paranoia...
You look to the left...to the right...
What the hell am I hiding from?
Myself.

I am obviously typing this post to kiss my time away.


Anyhow, so I then decided to take a sip out of my Sobe glass bottle.
Cranberry Grapefruit's my favourite!
Oh look! I just spelled favourite like a British would.

Three things that are circling in my head as I babble my time away:
1) URGO apps
2) Next year's apartment
3) Blank.

Hope everyone had a good weekend! I had a splendid one. I wish it would never end...

Cabbage Wabbage

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Here I am...again...

Sipping through my cup of coffee...anticipating another great celebration for another Wednesday.
Oh man! Mr. Sun is shining bright today!
I love you Mr. Sun. Your light makes my busy day a little less stressful!

I woke up this morning and felt like boasting to the world about how much I love my music.
It has moulded me so much into the person I am today.
...and I am sure that I am not alone on this one.
All I can do in return is to make more music...which is not an issue at all.

My goal today: Celebrate life the way it is--living up my life with the Epicurean's philosophy.

It's a Wednesday....and I have a good feeling about this week....=)

Eat, drink... For tomorrow we die!

Cabbage Wabbage

Sunday, February 17, 2008

Beautiful

Sparkles ringing across the plane...
strokes of green and red...
Yellow as they collied

A gentle dance...
it coils as it lifts the heart of questions...
Turning the sorrow into a joyous sunrise...

Beautiful...
leaving a mess speechless...
A simple flower
describing the endless horizon...
merely a drop of water
rippling endlessly through the waters...

Beautiful =)

Cabbage Wabbage

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Not the end of the world...yet

This is it. The day that will decide my financial status for school next year.
I'm all dressed and dolled up to face the panel of Music Department faculties at noon.

Gotta collect myself and gain my focus at work today. *Deep Breaths*

So Valentines Day's on the way.
Anyone's seen a cupid yet? Let me know coz I'm gonna give it a good beating!

*And we exhale*

Funny side track: I'm watching a girl applying make up in her car. Ok, yes, I can be creepy too sometimes.

As I watch the fluffy snow flakes sprinkling down,
I feel the distance and the closeness between humanity and nature today.
I wonder if I am experiencing what Minnesotans from a century ago experienced.

Who else feels like a day is no longer 24 hours?
Can I have 6 more hours in my day please?


Cabbage Wabbage

Sunday, February 10, 2008

Adrenaline Rush

It's over...or should I say it has finally begun.
A good start of my season.

Not perfect. Not satisfied. Not overly happy about it.
But I'm content.

2 earthly things that I am more than willing to serve:
1) Music
2) Love

How should I describe my day?
Highly Paced.

Next challenge: Scholarship Auditions on Wednesday. I am so ready for this. =)

Back to homework...
or a possible nap?

Cabbage Wabbage

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

BIG FAT Perfectionist

My battle against Evelyn has brought me to realize what a a hell of a perfectionist she is.
Everything must be perfect...carefully analyzed. Left-brained.
Otherwise, run away when things are beginning to go the wrong way.
Why can't she JUST FREAKING DO IT and LET IT BE??!!

It's a Wednesday. Everything that happens here on out will determine the fate of my week.
So far, it's been mediocre.
Mediocre's a good word for Wednesdays.

Oh Mr. Sun, where art thou?

Love,
Cabbage Wabbage

Sunday, February 3, 2008

Not Evelyn

For a week
I just want to live my life as a complete opposite person.

If Evelyn's first instinct is to go right,
I will do left.
If Evelyn chooses up,
I will go down.

Complete opposites.
Maybe then,
I can understand
why Evelyn values in the things she values in.
why she trembles at the things she fears.
Maybe then,
I can cherish and love her more
...or the complete reverse
and despise her forever...



Cabbage Wabbage

Saturday, February 2, 2008

a Musician

The best thing
Taking ownership to her gift
Polishing her crystals
Night and day
Making sure to treasure
and guard them
So that someday,
When she gives them away
Everyone else will see
this collection
And understand how they are shaped
And cut into the way they are.
They will reflect
her.
Her laughters
and her tears.
Drops of her blood and sweat.
Her memories.
Her love.

The best thing...
She lives on her music.
She breathes her music.
She is music.

Gifts are meant to be given away.
But she cannot give it away until she understands the worth of her gift.

Be in suspense.
It's gonna be great.

=) Cabbage Wabbage