Is this it? Is this the end of our crazy Minnesotan weather?
Ever since last week, I'm doubtful of what weather I might be battling against this week.
Today will never be the same from yesterday. And tomorrow will never be the same from today.
BUT, HOWEVER, let's not ignore the existence of yesterday, anticipate the coming of tomorrow, and celebrate the living of today.
School is getting tougher. Much to do in so little time. Cramp Cramp Cramp.
Finally got myself registered for most of my classes next semester.
Time flew by again. Not surprising to me anymore.
Cabbage Wabbage
Monday, April 14, 2008
Saturday, April 12, 2008
It's snowing again...
So, I'm back in my room. Looking out the window...
I'm trying to understand. I'm trying to understand..I really am.
But each time I understand a little more, I feel further away further away from the truth.
I lose my sight on the purpose of life.
Never run away from the truth, it will always bite you up and swallow you down into the deepest part of his belly.
As a musician, you study about the great things that other great musicians have done.
You look at yourself, and realize that you have yet to contribute anything that's worthwhile in the name of music.
Disappointment. I would love to do so much more. But why do I feel as though it is impossible?
What is stopping me?
Myself.
stop worrying and starting doing for God's sake.
People are not what they seem. The world's never about fact. It's about the truth. What is truth? You are the truth. Nature's the truth. Strip away the materials, digits, currencies, possessions, obsessions...there's the truth.
Cabbage Wabbage
I'm trying to understand. I'm trying to understand..I really am.
But each time I understand a little more, I feel further away further away from the truth.
I lose my sight on the purpose of life.
Never run away from the truth, it will always bite you up and swallow you down into the deepest part of his belly.
As a musician, you study about the great things that other great musicians have done.
You look at yourself, and realize that you have yet to contribute anything that's worthwhile in the name of music.
Disappointment. I would love to do so much more. But why do I feel as though it is impossible?
What is stopping me?
Myself.
stop worrying and starting doing for God's sake.
People are not what they seem. The world's never about fact. It's about the truth. What is truth? You are the truth. Nature's the truth. Strip away the materials, digits, currencies, possessions, obsessions...there's the truth.
Cabbage Wabbage
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
I got in!
Schubert Club Finals:
Next Saturday.
I'm excited.
If only I didn't have this much hw, I can enjoy singing a lil more =(
Anyways, the sun's back out!
HELLO grandpa SUN!!!!
I missed u. =)
I am an Aunt for the first time.
Emeth was born on April Fools day. And he is so cute. I already love him.
Thank you God for all the blessings.
Sincerely,
Cabbage Wabbage
Next Saturday.
I'm excited.
If only I didn't have this much hw, I can enjoy singing a lil more =(
Anyways, the sun's back out!
HELLO grandpa SUN!!!!
I missed u. =)
I am an Aunt for the first time.
Emeth was born on April Fools day. And he is so cute. I already love him.
Thank you God for all the blessings.
Sincerely,
Cabbage Wabbage
Monday, April 7, 2008
It's snowing?
It's the second week of April. And...it's snowing...
WHY?????????
Wow.
Unbelievable. Mother Nature is being so complicated right now. I can't seem to understand her even when I try so hard to.
Anyhow, it's a new week and I'm very excited. I've gotten quite a lot done this weekend and I need to get more done today.
I wanna practice really badly, but that has got to wait until I get 2 papers over with.
A lot of forms are due very soon.
Tax return.
Summer housing application.
Registration.
Graduation appplication.
Gotta turn those in ASAP.
It's gonna be a great week. =) I'm PSYCHED!
As of now, I gotta get back to filing and labeling in the office.
Cabbage Wabbage
WHY?????????
Wow.
Unbelievable. Mother Nature is being so complicated right now. I can't seem to understand her even when I try so hard to.
Anyhow, it's a new week and I'm very excited. I've gotten quite a lot done this weekend and I need to get more done today.
I wanna practice really badly, but that has got to wait until I get 2 papers over with.
A lot of forms are due very soon.
Tax return.
Summer housing application.
Registration.
Graduation appplication.
Gotta turn those in ASAP.
It's gonna be a great week. =) I'm PSYCHED!
As of now, I gotta get back to filing and labeling in the office.
Cabbage Wabbage
Sunday, April 6, 2008
I am so glad it's raining, NOT snowing!!!
I love the rain.
It makes me think of home. How it rains in the evening as I wait by the drains for Dad to pick me up from school.
It's exciting.
Tadpoles were the things I loved most about the rain back home.
I tried to cup them in my hands, hoping that I could bring them home and raise them till they become bullfrogs.
But, alas, there was no way Mom and Dad would ever agree.
Ah rain...reminiscence of my childhood.
I'm homesick again, but I will see my family very soon.
Everything from here on will be nothing but excitement. =)
Cabbage Wabbage
It makes me think of home. How it rains in the evening as I wait by the drains for Dad to pick me up from school.
It's exciting.
Tadpoles were the things I loved most about the rain back home.
I tried to cup them in my hands, hoping that I could bring them home and raise them till they become bullfrogs.
But, alas, there was no way Mom and Dad would ever agree.
Ah rain...reminiscence of my childhood.
I'm homesick again, but I will see my family very soon.
Everything from here on will be nothing but excitement. =)
Cabbage Wabbage
Saturday, April 5, 2008
Done.
First recital of my own.
Done.
First Schubert club competition.
Done.
First Stuttgard auditions.
Done.
Wow. What a fruitful week it's been. I've learned much.
About life challenges, relationships, friendships, love and how evil people can be.
And of course...A LOT about music and my future expectations.
What else can I say?
It's been great. So wonderful, comforting, and blessed to know how caring and loving people can be.
Only if they choose to be.
I love you. Yes You!
Cabbage Wabbage
Done.
First Schubert club competition.
Done.
First Stuttgard auditions.
Done.
Wow. What a fruitful week it's been. I've learned much.
About life challenges, relationships, friendships, love and how evil people can be.
And of course...A LOT about music and my future expectations.
What else can I say?
It's been great. So wonderful, comforting, and blessed to know how caring and loving people can be.
Only if they choose to be.
I love you. Yes You!
Cabbage Wabbage
Thursday, April 3, 2008
My Day
Why do I sing?
When I sing, I feel so close to God.
I cannot deny the perfection in music. How it can describe our world, our hearts and our minds so perfectly.
Why do I sing?
To empower hearts.
Why do I sing?
To share the beauty that I find in music--so that others may see and hear and know the perfect beauty that can never be distorted.
Why do I sing?
To understand more about my existence.
Why do I sing?
It is empowering. Each breath that I inhale is empowerment to my mind.
I cannot sing without being alive. I cannot be alive without singing.
Why do I sing?
For the simplicity.
The joy that one can find in the simplicity of great beauty.
Cabbage Wabbage
When I sing, I feel so close to God.
I cannot deny the perfection in music. How it can describe our world, our hearts and our minds so perfectly.
Why do I sing?
To empower hearts.
Why do I sing?
To share the beauty that I find in music--so that others may see and hear and know the perfect beauty that can never be distorted.
Why do I sing?
To understand more about my existence.
Why do I sing?
It is empowering. Each breath that I inhale is empowerment to my mind.
I cannot sing without being alive. I cannot be alive without singing.
Why do I sing?
For the simplicity.
The joy that one can find in the simplicity of great beauty.
Cabbage Wabbage
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