-Build a Resume
-Practice more
-Look for more jobs
-Jobs related to major
-Just sing
Attitude:
-Be more confident
-Be excited
-Be happy
-Believe in His will
-Be tough
Cabbage Wabbage
Friday, December 12, 2008
Decisions
I'm getting done with my first Sem of senior year.
It's an interesting feeling, you're not really sure what it is.
You're excited to be done, but you have the feeling of confusion and worry...what next?
Are you ready to be independent.
So, it's pretty much decided now, Evelyn is not going to Grad school.
No Grad School means I need to find jobs for OPT meaning, a real job for my major.
I chose to go against grad school because I knew going into Grad School is just an easy way out. I wouldn't have been ready mentally and emotionally.
It was a smart decision. I don't doubt it a bit.
Anyhow, now, I have to decide on what kind of life style I can afford next year and how much money must I earn this year to prepare me for next year.
Also, its time to start looking for available jobs.
Argh...panicking...
Cabbage Wabbage
It's an interesting feeling, you're not really sure what it is.
You're excited to be done, but you have the feeling of confusion and worry...what next?
Are you ready to be independent.
So, it's pretty much decided now, Evelyn is not going to Grad school.
No Grad School means I need to find jobs for OPT meaning, a real job for my major.
I chose to go against grad school because I knew going into Grad School is just an easy way out. I wouldn't have been ready mentally and emotionally.
It was a smart decision. I don't doubt it a bit.
Anyhow, now, I have to decide on what kind of life style I can afford next year and how much money must I earn this year to prepare me for next year.
Also, its time to start looking for available jobs.
Argh...panicking...
Cabbage Wabbage
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
bloody hell!!
Woke up this morning and did not feel good at all.
Three heavenly shots of espresso later,
I feel amaaaazing..*smiles in content*
Today's one of those days that seems pretty shitty at first,
but turns out to be a pretty good day. It might still be too early to say this...
Vespers week always feels constipated.
I just wanna get it over with.
I just wanna sing great and not have to go through rehearsals
having finals and papers screaming at the back of my mind.
I really should be working on home work right now,
but decided to watch No Reservation on the Travel Channel instead.
lol.
Procrastinators unite!!!
Confession: I heart Anthony Bourdain...
Cabbage Wabbage
Three heavenly shots of espresso later,
I feel amaaaazing..*smiles in content*
Today's one of those days that seems pretty shitty at first,
but turns out to be a pretty good day. It might still be too early to say this...
Vespers week always feels constipated.
I just wanna get it over with.
I just wanna sing great and not have to go through rehearsals
having finals and papers screaming at the back of my mind.
I really should be working on home work right now,
but decided to watch No Reservation on the Travel Channel instead.
lol.
Procrastinators unite!!!
Confession: I heart Anthony Bourdain...
Cabbage Wabbage
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
So Stressed
Why?
The needless burdens, you do know that you're only paying for the degree.
College is just a smell of what it'd be like in the real world.
So stressed,
I got papers due in a week.
A research presentation that I haven't even started.
An exam in two weeks.
And work.
to survive.
to eat
to pay off the living cost.
On the lighter note,
Vesper's coming soon this friday and saturday.
I'm sure there are call-tickets available, so if u haven't gotten tickets, you should still go!!!
There are 2 services for each of those days.
5pm or 8pm on friday or saturday.
you make your pick.
Come support Augsburg's choirs and enjoy beautiful music for free (donations are deeply appreciated)!
Cabbage Wabbage
The needless burdens, you do know that you're only paying for the degree.
College is just a smell of what it'd be like in the real world.
So stressed,
I got papers due in a week.
A research presentation that I haven't even started.
An exam in two weeks.
And work.
to survive.
to eat
to pay off the living cost.
On the lighter note,
Vesper's coming soon this friday and saturday.
I'm sure there are call-tickets available, so if u haven't gotten tickets, you should still go!!!
There are 2 services for each of those days.
5pm or 8pm on friday or saturday.
you make your pick.
Come support Augsburg's choirs and enjoy beautiful music for free (donations are deeply appreciated)!
Cabbage Wabbage
Monday, December 1, 2008
Love life
Maybe loving life is
not about earning
not about gaining earthly stuff
not about taking from the world
not about splurging on materialistic goods
not about having rights
not about status
not about binging
not about being drunk with lust
not about the exterior beauty
maybe loving life is
living life the way it has been given to us
appreciating those that have placed in our lives
giving a lending hand to those who are in need
and accepting the hands that are being lent to you
just be
you
one with the body
one with the planet
Doesn't the very thought that there are so many of us
living on the same planet
with same desire
to be significant
and special
just makes you want to smile to your neighbors?
It makes me smile.
That's one reason why I am still here.
Cabbage Wabbage
not about earning
not about gaining earthly stuff
not about taking from the world
not about splurging on materialistic goods
not about having rights
not about status
not about binging
not about being drunk with lust
not about the exterior beauty
maybe loving life is
living life the way it has been given to us
appreciating those that have placed in our lives
giving a lending hand to those who are in need
and accepting the hands that are being lent to you
just be
you
one with the body
one with the planet
Doesn't the very thought that there are so many of us
living on the same planet
with same desire
to be significant
and special
just makes you want to smile to your neighbors?
It makes me smile.
That's one reason why I am still here.
Cabbage Wabbage
Reason...
I'd like to say that life is pointless.
Life is unfair...
Life is out of our control.
When one leaves us in such a sudden,
it is easy to ask "why live?"
But look around.
We are all still here.
There must be a point to all of this.
Otherwise, there won't be this many of us.
Look around,
we are still here on earth.
There must be a reason why we are still breathing...
There must be a reason.
There must be.
Cabbage Wabbage
Life is unfair...
Life is out of our control.
When one leaves us in such a sudden,
it is easy to ask "why live?"
But look around.
We are all still here.
There must be a point to all of this.
Otherwise, there won't be this many of us.
Look around,
we are still here on earth.
There must be a reason why we are still breathing...
There must be a reason.
There must be.
Cabbage Wabbage
Once again, I am caught off guard
To Katie Wiltgen..
How precious your life had been on earth.
We only wish we could keep you with us a little longer.
But I guess every life must die someday.
And yours ended too soon for me to comprehend.
You are cherished...
You will be remembered...
Your smiles, your whines, your yellings, your voice, your laughter, your cheer, your sweetness, and your suffering...
you were who you were,
you've lived out what you were given...
Thank you, Katie for all that you've given to us.
Cabbage Wabbage
How precious your life had been on earth.
We only wish we could keep you with us a little longer.
But I guess every life must die someday.
And yours ended too soon for me to comprehend.
You are cherished...
You will be remembered...
Your smiles, your whines, your yellings, your voice, your laughter, your cheer, your sweetness, and your suffering...
you were who you were,
you've lived out what you were given...
Thank you, Katie for all that you've given to us.
Cabbage Wabbage
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