Recital after recital.
Today at 1pm I will performing in a recital at Mac Phail Center for Music.
How will this go? I do not know, but I will do my best in focusing on my music.
Being a musician is awfully challenging. Your job is to create beautiful music for the world. But it is a part of human nature, especially for people pleaser's to allow judgments, criticisms and self-consciousness to get in the way of things.
I find myself pulling away from a good performance as I begin to lose my focus on the beauty of music. It's easy to be consumed by thoughts like, "Do they like my voice?", "Am I too loud?", "Am I flat?", " Why is she yawning?", " Omg, he rolled his eyes!"....
Thus, today, I must live according to what I believe is true. I would like to enjoy exploring the wonders of a vocal chord, my vocal chord to be particular.
Understood.
Cabbage Wabbage
1 comment:
Yeeling thinks Jie Sze Ling did wonderfully well xD xD xD *HUGSSS*
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