Sunday, January 25, 2009

It is tough to be tough

Why is that?
Everytime I do something great for myself,
I feel guilty.
I feel bad, inconsiderate, and selfish.

It's funny.
I'm not trying to make this a big deal.
And I'm trying not to think about it too much.
But it just doesn't make sense why I'm feeling so god awful
for telling someone that I would rather do something that would make ME happy.
Not him.

Through all these guilt,
somewhere deep inside of me,
I do feel liberated.

I'm finally representing and fighting for my own thoughts.

Cabbage Wabbage

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