Materials

Lately, I've been finding myself conflicted with the idea of spending money and purchasing goods.
Why am I so afraid of spending?
What is pulling me back from purchasing?

I am not in debt, and I am not a crazy spender.
BUT,
I never spend on something that I want. And I do not purchase materials just for fun and for the sake of interest.

Maybe it's the outcome of being a college student,
maybe it's the upbringing of a double-pastors' kid,
maybe it's because I'm such a workaholic and I know how much energy I've spent to earn my money,
or maybe I'm just simply stingy...

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